I Almost Do

Hey, it's already too late. No doubt, it's 1:34 am at the moment. I'd just finished studying Medical Physiology. Like a nerd, huh? Nope. I did this to make me 'a bit' forget 'bout you.
So, I can't sleep now, I decided to listen to a song on my laptop and clicked on Taylor Swift folder. I didn't know why, I wanted to listen to her song. I played "I Almost Do" and yeah it described my feeling again. Seems all the songs that I listened are about you, huh? haha. Not just songs, my heart and brain are always echoing your name. You ask me why? I don't have the answer as well.

Anyway, this is the lyrics of the song..

                                                                      "I Almost Do"

I bet this time of night you're still up.
I bet you're tired from a long hard week.
I bet you're sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city.
And I bet sometimes you wonder about me.

And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you.
And I wish I could run to you.
And I hope you know that every time I don't
I almost do,
I almost do.

I bet you think I either moved on or hate you
'Cause each time you reach out there's no reply.
I bet it never ever occurred to you that I can't say "Hello" to you
And risk another goodbye.
And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you.
And I wish I could run to you.
And I hope you know that every time I don't
I almost do,
I almost do.

Oh, we made quite a mess, babe.
It's probably better off this way.
And I confess, babe,
In my dreams you're touching my face
And asking me if I wanna try again with you.
And I almost do.

And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you.
And I wish I could run to you.
And I hope you know that every time I don't
I almost do,
I almost do.

I bet this time of night you're still up.
I bet you're tired from a long hard week.
I bet you're sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city.
And I hope sometimes you wonder about me.